Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Why Do I?? (Part - 3)

            Although that tweet did not go down well with her, she barely flinched. In last few years she was used to his link-ups. and she never seemed bothered at all. She knew he was too awesome to be hers alone. And she had lived with it.
            The next day Newsrooms were full of praise for him. And yess there were those spoof reports (spoof?? she preferred it in that manner only). She subsided all the buzz about it and went to kitchen to prepare dinner.


            He returned by evening that day. She greeted him as if nothing had happened with a hug and placed a kiss on his cheek. He went in got fresh. She was still busy doing the arrangements.
            He was in study room when she called for dinner.
            It was beautiful..!! not only the room or the ambiance but also the arrangements and food dished out on table, the wine at one end. He barely looked up And she walked in.
            He was unmoved, he was flattered. He really was. By her serene beauty, and by seeing what the previous day meant to her. He was deeply touched.
            He got himself seated. She served him the dinner and later joined him in. He was numb by now. He loved it when she cooked for him. He was muted by everything happening around and she had pursed her mouth knowingly. They both ate in silence. Then She poured wine for both of them.
And she rose to toast for his achievement. He smiled and raised his glass.
            The drink broke the ice and he flourished in with memories and stories of last eve. and a few selective ones from past.
            The dinner had gone nicely. She felt the warmth in him after quite a while.
            They both tried to keep the check on everything but spirits had sprinkled its magic. They were being lured into each other. And soon they were entangled as one. They made Love that night. They both lay their for a while staring at nowhere.
            She got up to get washed.
            He lit a cigarette and was staring out the balcony.


            She was drenched now, with emotions that had been concealed deep within. She broke down and let herself out, sobbing heavily.
            He could feel the burn. The burn which was swiftly spreading like a wildfire. He felt gutted at the thoughts of being a cheat.
            By now she was well aware of what must have happened last night after the award ceremony and on many such occasions in past, And he was in no doubt that she was trying to act as if she knew nothing. But she was sure about herself and her devotion towards him.
But what triggered them both was "WHY??"
            She was wondering,
'Why am I lying to myself??' 'Why don't I get raged at, him being a cheat??' 'Why do I still hold on to him even though I know he will again sleep with someone and will come back to her with his chin up??' 'Why do I look out for answers then??"
            At other end he was summoning himself in guilt,
'Why can't I face her?' 'Why does she never gets Angry on me??' 'Why don't she leave me when she knows it all??' 'At the end of the day Why do I go to her?? not anyone of my girlfriends??' 'Why does she make me look frail with so many questions to answer without even uttering a single word'


They Both knew it...!! with a puff of smoke and that falling droplet. . .
            'coz she loved him . .'
            '. . .and coz he loved her'


~*~
-V. V. Talavanekar

Why DO I?? (Part - 2)

            He reached the bend and glanced at rear-view mirror, to catch final glimpses of her. And he sped off.


            It was surprising for her that he went all alone 'cause generally he prefers a company while on long drives. Everything he did amused her that morning.
            She was checking out herself in mirror, thoughts swiftly darting over her past, HIS past and now today the joy HE felt at the news and thinking over it and approving of her own lean and slick body she found herself saying,
"During major course of our living, We all strive for admiration more than anything, don't we?"
and she smiled at it for a moment; then shrugged it in air and got back to work.


            The drive to the hotel must have been hard on him, but he was so engrossed with a blissfulness that he felt no effect of it. He quickly checked into one of his favorite hotel in town and headed straight to the shower.
            As the water started sprinkling down his body, He felt the sudden emptiness. He wasn't happy anymore nor did he felt the sorrows that he had submerged deep within. He could not feel anything, all that remained was an inert soul being washed free of everything.
            Still not knowing what he was up to, he got dressed, looking classy as ever with a Royal blue blazer with a glossy shine to it and boot cut pants with tar-black shoes to announce his arrival. He had arranged for a make-up artist who arrived just in time to make him look like a prince charming of fairies. Ready to steal the show for the night.


            She tried to keep herself busy all day long that day, helping out her 'baai' with small little things, doing of bookshelf, study room and other works. while doing so she also kept a check on the Awards ceremony via Twitter. going through the latest tweets every now and then. Let alone his nerves she was on verge of breaking down if he did not win it. She had thought of all sorts of ways to welcome him. Amid all this she was calm. She seemed assured.


            And here, He was greeted at the event with Journalists waiting with anticipation at the entrance, he didn't give much of the bites on his part. He went straight in, passed his regards and wishes to his well-wishers, he aroused smiles of approval from many around, some shrugged it as if they never noticed. But he certainly was at the focal point of everything. He settled down at his camp opposite to his co-stars.
            The Show had begun and the mood of the night was electrifying. He was looking nervous but was optimistic about himself. because for once he was their more with anticipation than with hope.
The Best Lyricist, The Best Music, The best supporting role. . minutes passed and the it turned more and more tense.
And now came the moment which HE was waiting for. For which he had toiled for so many years. . The moment when those magical words showered upon him, for him. . "THE AWARD FOR THE BEST ACTOR GOES TO . . . "
. . . He sunk into his seat praying.
            And as his name echoed everywhere around him and all over the world wherever the media reached He was elated to a different place. . People cheered and clapped for him. There were handshakes all around and as he rose to his feet the lead lady came across the table and gave a warm hug which did not go unnoticed from the camera lenses. 
            He went up the stage received the trophy and gave a thanksgiving speech and returned with a wide smile on his face which was everlasting.


She went over to her Desktop.
"one new tweet"
@MovieManiac:"He hs done it!! bagging d Best actor award n ri8ly so. . ."
She half-read it and was so filled with emotions as the tears of joy came rolling down her cheeks. .
but it lasted only for a while as another tweet came up with a photo suggesting HIS getting bit cozy wit the Lead-lady and later their exit in same car.
'@MovieManiac: . . . uhhmmmm. .Sumthin's cookin ;) '


. .The tides of her mood shifted ferociously.
To be continued . .


-V. V. Talavanekar

Friday, March 9, 2012

Students . . eh?? ;)

         It was just another day in college. Like everyday, the Summer of Aurangabad was sucking at us. Bored at the sight of blackboard and some over the top technical terms and some mischief at the back made me amuse. And a thought occured, sure there are lots of terms, concepts and definations present about mechanisms, properties; but how about students? There are lots of them, The Backbenchers, The nerds etc. etc. We have all gone through the lists throughout our schooldays and later on in college. I was wondering lets make them 'TECHNICALLY SOUND' What say?? Scroll through it then:

1. Commenter:
A student who exhibits mischievous behavior and is inert to external forces such as punishments, detention or call back home to parents.
This breed is easily spoted, just keep your ears wide open.


2. Relax-Singh:
A student who always sleeps during lectures irrespective of time or location i.e. on 1st bench or last.
If you can hear someone snoring, you are quite close to Relax-Singh.


3. Local Train Type Student (LTTS):
LTTS can be defined as a student who no matter what always is and will always be behind schedule, and enters late in lectures.
Look Up!! Towards the door


4. Dominos type student (DTS):
Be it flood or Thunderstorm DTS will remain on or before time.
Only CCTVs in corridor can spot this rare breed.


5. Laal-Monk:
Laal-Monk is the one who enters the class with hangover.
Abreviation of:
Laal = Red = Red eyed
Monk = Old Monk = Indian Rum.
No need to search, aankhein haal bayaan kar hi dengi. . ;)


6. Toon:
Toon is defined as the one who always acts crazy, full of energy doing silly stuff.
People generally confuse between toon and Laal-Monk, and mistakenly call a 'Laal-Monk' as TOON. . considering TOON (टून) in Hindi which means DRUNK.
They are not that difficult to find, always in spotlight.


7.Eeew - Buddy:
The most annoying of the lot, available on all of the Social Networking sites known to humans. Has no life. Gloats over virtual stuff and friends.
Look for the one wit his gaze fixed on their cellphones.


8.ATUL:
ATUL stands for All the Time Udaas Looking (Let's keep the other fullform to ourselves guys ;p)
No need to spot 'em they will come to you with the most unworthy problems.


9. Razor-Kid:
Can also be called Encylo-pidit. Knows almost everything, and raises hands to every query and has doubts about everything.
The One who constantly shouts "Ma'am Me.!!" "Ma'am Me" 


10. Dhyaanchand:
The one with his brains roaming around playground, and only pays attention [ध्यान] for few [चंद] moments during attendance.
He has to be famous. ;D


Add Some if any come to your mind, it's fun try it in spare time . . :)


-V. V. Talavanekar

Being Sorry. .

           It is always like this. And nowadays has become sort of a habit among all of us.
           Have a look at this for an instance; Carrying a tray with cold-drinks and accidently spilled it on floor, A skinny looking guy from cleaning dept. staring at the floor with despair and out comes the cure; a fragile li'l ' SORRYYY ^_^ '
           What I am trying to say is nowadays we have been talked into this latest slang 'Sab Chalta Hai'. But behind this there are lot of grievances which are incurable by this one little word, 'SORRY'. Every coming day we come across lots of disappointing things, we mourn over it for a while and then forget about it.
           But Have you ever been stung by someone's simplicity? Have you ever stood next to someone with your heart shouting but your mouth zipped? Have you ever felt the sarcasm in someone's selfless love? Have you ever felt the shame? Have you ever felt the guilt?
           If you have, then you will know what I am talking about. You will know it's not easy to express your sorrow in just one little phrase and close it just there. Often do we commit the wrongs and often we say 'I'm sorry' But seldom comes that moment when we said it and we meant it. And in many cases it just remains down there in core, unexplored and untold.

Let's just put it in this way, If there was 'a dictionary of living' then it might read like this:

Sorry
V. (Cannot be pronounced)
Being in one's debt forever and repaying it with LOVE.
"It's a sentence in itself" (☜ pun intended)


-V. V. Talavanekar